Waiting For One Day…

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Hey guys,

You know, I’ve been doing a lot of looking back on my life lately and I realised that I wasted a lot of time ‘waiting for one day…’

That day when everything would happen, and then I could get on with my life…

The day, that when it happened, I’d be free…

The day, that when it happened, I’d be able to take time for myself…’

The day, that when it happened, I’d be happy…’

But, you know what?

When ‘that day’ came, there was always something else!

Something else that needed to be done first…

Something else that had to be fixed…

Something else that was about everyone else…

Or when I did get there, things weren’t at all like I thought they would be at all…

Days, weeks, months, years, decades passed and I still wasn’t ‘there’ yet…

Waiting, waiting, waiting…

One of the lessons I chose in life was to struggle, and I think I have now mastered that lesson, I milked it for all that it was worth…

I have been an expert in struggle, I am a Scorpio after all!

Which is why I now CHOOSE not to struggle…

Which is why I now CHOOSE not to wait for one day…

Which is why I HAVE chosen to be happy NOW…

Instead of being stuck in the HABIT of waiting, I NOW do the things I want to do…

Instead of being stuck in the HABIT of struggling, I consistently remind myself that I DESERVE better…

That I am ALLOWED!

That I am WORTH IT!

No one is doing this for me, and no one else can…

I am doing it for myself, because I am WORTH INVESTING IN!

I don’t need someone else to tell me that, I know that I need to KNOW it!

This is my choice, because I LOVE feeling good for no good reason!

What choices do you want to make?…

If  YOU need any help with this, I am always here…

Play and see where it takes you 🙂 

Many blessings, always

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Yvonne x